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Hide Me
04:41
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Mother, save me now
I feel my time running out
I didn't choose love like you taught me to
I just lied and said, I'm nothing like you
Father, just give me a second
I know your mind is made, but just listen
I'm sorry I'm not the man that I should be
But I've given up on gods I can't see
God, something's gotta give
Cuz what the fuck is this
How do I live with the horrible thing I've become
I haven't killed a man yet
But I might as well
Where will I draw the line today
It's so hard to tell
I can't remember the last time
I didn't have to be drunk to feel holy
Blind eyes can see right through me
Cuz I'm exactly the man that you think I should be
Last chance to jump ship
Drown myself or call it quits
Last chance to jump ship
Pick a story and stick to it
Just hide me, please, I'm blowing it
Hide me
Hide me
Hide me
Hide me
Are you saying there's a chance for me
No one else can take the blame, it's all on me
I've gotta fight my way outta these bones
I've gotta dig the cancer out of my soul
Too late to start believing in paradise
There ain't another way to fix this
Can't hide myself from me anymore
I can't close my eyes without thinking
How much blood do I have to bleed to atone
Hide me
Hide me
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Downfall
03:51
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I can't get high without thinking about God
And I can't give love without saying that it's not
I hold my breath as I feel you through my nose
And I swear I'm better now, I just needed another dose
I'm digging deeper in my skin
Nobody gonna find me in here
Don't wanna breathe clean air no more
Quit making eyes with me, face down on the bathroom floor
Stay if you think I could pull through
Leave if you have any sense
My mind is on fire, this is fool proof
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
I beg my friends, pour me another round
I hear them curse me before I start to drown
I kiss the bottle, I got nothing left to say
But I'm still screaming, I don't wanna live this way
How many hearts did I have to break
To learn a lesson that I would've learned anyway
Stay if you think I could pull through
Leave if you have any sense
My mind is on fire, this is fool proof
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
Downfall
Stay if you think I could pull through
Leave if you have any sense
My mind is on fire, this is fool proof
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
I only need one more chance
Stay if you think I could pull through
Leave if you have any sense
My mind is on fire, this is fool proof
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
Just one more hit, I swear I'm fine
This shit will be my downfall
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Change Me
03:40
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Come and sink your teeth into my soul
I'm yours to drain
Pull away my eyes, fill it with gold
I'll feel the same
Wouldn't you
Wouldn't you
Change me
I can learn to follow
Change me
What am I without you
I believed in you
Do you believe in me
As my bones give in
I watch my blood drip down your grin
And as I beg for relief
I watch you change me
I can learn to follow
Change me
What am I without you
And if you think about it, we're all the same
We try to fight, or pray, but this will never go away
I wish you'd hit me harder, so I know I'm still alive
Or sew my eyes shut so I can get some sleep at night
Fuck
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Cold
05:10
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I shiver from the coming cold
The damn river ran by me
Wish it would've carried me away
"I think that I can feel it now,"
She said, "but I don't know"
She was singing lines I wrote so long ago
And I could've sworn I saw a ghost
Face down in the alleyway
This rusted town can't take more snow
Another bastard son with a loaded gun
Just tryna make a change
I'll know his name by this time tomorrow
You've got it wrong
It's not supposed to be this way
I need more than this fight
Quit standing in my way
Please God, just let me out
(There's no point, the sun won't come up again)
I can't decay in this town
(Still can't feel my face, I'm numb again)
Everything just sticks to me
Everybody lies like me
Everything's as cold as I remember
Stay
Shivering
You are complete
Winter's noose is tight around my neck
God don't even know when we'll see the end
Friends I knew look like someone else
If it weren't for the cold, I'd think I'm in hell
I've seen the light
It's nothing like you think it is
I've gone blind from the snow
You'll have to tell me how this ends
Please God, just let me out
(There's no point, the sun won't come up again)
I can't decay in this town
(Still can't feel my face, I'm numb again)
Everything just sticks to me
Everybody lies like me
Everything's as cold as I remember
Stay
Shivering
It's all that you'll ever be
All will suffer unto the cold
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I don't want to see from where it flows
Out from pills and whiskey, I'll bet
I had the words to save your life
Why'd I bite my tongue instead
You pushed, and pulled, and pushed it all away
I can't stand the sight of your horror
I know you talk to ghosts
But you scream at the mirror
Scream at the mirror
Scream at the mirror
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This face I'm stuck with
I'm not a fan
Put blades to my skin
And carve out a new one
I'll swear to any god
That I'll kill myself
If it gets me out
Out of this hell, this hell
I still don't buy it
When you say you're my friend
I see how you sleep at night
You lie, even then
I've walked all these charming streets
In this quaint little town
Seen nothin' worth my mercy
Fuckin' burn it all down
Cuz I swear
I'm not the one going mad
Yes, I swear
I'm not the one going mad
I swear
I swear
I swear
I'm not the one going mad
Both of my hands are tied
My skin is burning off
I still won't change my mind
My chance is far gone
I think it's still too late
No heaven here for me
I'll bite my tongue and wait
Maybe then, you'll see
I'm not the one going mad
I'm not the one going mad
I swear
I swear
I swear
I'm not the one going mad
I swear
I swear
I swear
My pants don't fit me anymore
I've eaten the flesh off my bones
I wish I could write songs the way I did
Find something to feed my soul
Is there anything left for me here
Anything I haven't destroyed
I swear, I can make it right again
I'm not the one going mad
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